finale

after achieving my goal for almost two months, i ended up weary. it wasn't nice after all. the fact that i love to finish watching Alias is not as good as I imagined it would be.

it became a part of my every off from work to drool in front of the television,to get the dvd working the whole day and to guess the endgame of Rambaldi. instead of having a relief feeling after finishing the 5th season, my heart longs for more.... more episodes to see her, Sydney, fighting for the one she deeply loves and making the world a safer place to live for them.

it feels like riding in a roller coaster and being drop from the highest point...

just like that,,,

the alchemy

lately, being busy at work becomes a routine for me, a habit that's hard to let go.

i miss the "inuman session" with Jan, Borj, Marky and Cat..
i miss watching Sister Act 2 over and over again..
i miss dropping by at Tel's station..
i miss eating and laughing with team p2keith..

i met a lot of new co-workers, been in a new team, had a new responsibilty, and found love. honestly, i couldn't ask for more. but somehow, inside me, i know i wanted to do a replay of what was my life used to be.