things that i miss

i miss writing...i miss blogging. for the past three months, i was not writing and blogging much, i miss reading other blogs too.

whew! my life is like a roller-coaster ride. i know im not making any sense here. but i've been through a lot. maybe because i chose to be stubborn and hardheaded. i thought by transfering to a new company nearer to my place, i would be happier. i was, at first but lately, i was my old self again, not going to work when i was supposed to, i miss the old team, i miss team keith.

i miss college life, i miss highschool life.. im at the time of my life when i was going back to my past life and not making any step forward-because everytime i did, i was making two steps backward....

siguro nga, oras na para magseryoso. as what Kim always says, "Nins, we're not getting any younger..so we have to live life and enjoy it, find some better man to take care of us and get our careers moving..." and now, where am i? at the bliss of my procastination and at the edge of a 6-feet hole.

Come, rescue me..maybe its not too late, after all....

nightmare

i thought i was having nightmares...

my life is getting worse, unexpectedly. and due to some shity
procastination, im becoming the unraveled antagonist of myself.

am i being conceited and self-centered idiot i used to hate? am i being heartless? am i ruthless?

or maybe im just being blind and numb

and so i thought, "a really great feeling comes after the pain"

the world is cruel, life is in mess, love is forgotten and so im exploring hell...

to the ticket booth please

i enjoyed watching the movie "Cars" twice, first with my co-workers in SGS at Mall of Asia, second with my sisters at SM Marilao. it was a really nice movie, a balance combination of cool animation, funny punch lines, lovable characters and great moral. i never knew how i missed going to the mall, watching a movie and have some fun until last week. after i resigned from my previous job, i couldn't care less bout anybody else and about anything else. maybe because i was too busy fixing my world and my life which got worse instead of getting better(so i thought). nonetheless, it was a light feeling caring less about my career and drooling my mind over my shity QLC madness wherein i was so engrossed with the feeling of loss and insanity.

for a while, i felt alive again...