Zombie

One way to describe how I look and feel right now, zombie. Sobrang daming work, sobrang ang daming kailangan gawin at isipin. I know what I need to do, come up with a very firm desicion on big changes in my life. There's a lot of options, after enumerating them down on a paper and scheduling things to do in my list, wala pa ring effect! My feet were seemed glued into the ground and my heart stopped beating, my hands stopped working and my mind stopped thinking. Hay buhay..

Im currently reading "A Stranger in the Mirror" by Sidney Sheldon and currently studying html codes. Nung college ako, wala lang akong pakialam sa BM 106 subject ko, applied progamming for business. Pero ngayon, nag-aaral pa ko ng codes and still reading my marketing and business books. Ano bang nangyayari sa kin?!

Lately, Im also having a hard time finding sleep in the last few days. I want to accomplish more and more and more, expecting too much from myself and getting depressed afterwards. I have to do something about this, this is bad..