see you soon, blog

my beloved,

im sorry, i've been into a lot of stuffs recently, i wasn't able to inform you exactly how i feel and exactly what i've been going thru. im afraid i have to give you up, just for a moment. our relatiosnship started when someone special left me. now, i guess i have to move on. im missing you so much but i don't know if i can still stay in this site and update you from all my undertakings.

i hate to leave but maintaining you will be very difficult for me. i found a new friend, more secretive than yours, and im taking down note of all the affairs in my life and please dont hate me for this. i wish i could stay longer, i wish i could still find the faith in my heart to write and share my life here.

this time in my life is one of the hardest, i should say. because i had hurt a lot of people unintentionally but staying in their lives would be more lie to myself and to them.

i would stay happy - i promise, i will post again when im ready, ready to face new challenges again but now, i have to seclude myself from the reality that kills me, from the cruelness im doing to the gift of life and love.

im sorry..but before anything else, i wanna say thank you for all the things you've done for me, you made me somehow stronger, you made me meet a lot of new cool people in the cyberworld. now, im wandering and this time, wandering inside my soul and the very heart of my being. i hope you understand.

see you soon..

-nina