back from the beach
i really missed blogging..
i've been thinking a lot since last week about keeping this, and finally decided to write again. one of the reasons why i stopped (for a while) was because of the fact that im actually thinking of the "approval" of some people. i mean, i don't have to be so dramatic about the fact that other people won't approved of me and what im doing. so what? they don't even know exactly who i am. and the most important thing is that i know myself more than they do. so, why would i be so affected? well, i have to consider what other people think about me, yes. but they shouldn't be depriving me from doing what i want, writing.
oh well, so much for the melo-drama i've been through the last few weeks. im officially back.
we just got back from batangas, had our team building, hopefully not the last one. i was trying to post pictures but im currently having a problem with uploading them here. about the trip, it was total fun, i kinda refreshed myself from the stressful situation we had in the office. unfortunately, everyone was thinking of leaving, as usual. too sad, keith was like making his "final bow". damn management we have..
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i don't know what happened to me when i heard you're leaving. i thought i won't be affected anymore. you are the reason why im still hiding in the dense forest where you left me. one thing is for sure, that i don't love you anymore but there was a sudden rush in the veins of my heart when i learned you will be working abroad, asking the same question, why do we have to end this way?
you moved on...raised your family and had a couple of mistresses(from what i heard and saw) but still, im locked in the same old place, not believing that i am capable of loving someone else, not giving a chance to any of the men who tried and gave the best shot.
im happily engaged, yes. but i never had a chance to be with him. did i ever find my one true love with gerry, or do i just wanna believe that i do? that i finally did?
i've been thinking a lot since last week about keeping this, and finally decided to write again. one of the reasons why i stopped (for a while) was because of the fact that im actually thinking of the "approval" of some people. i mean, i don't have to be so dramatic about the fact that other people won't approved of me and what im doing. so what? they don't even know exactly who i am. and the most important thing is that i know myself more than they do. so, why would i be so affected? well, i have to consider what other people think about me, yes. but they shouldn't be depriving me from doing what i want, writing.
oh well, so much for the melo-drama i've been through the last few weeks. im officially back.
we just got back from batangas, had our team building, hopefully not the last one. i was trying to post pictures but im currently having a problem with uploading them here. about the trip, it was total fun, i kinda refreshed myself from the stressful situation we had in the office. unfortunately, everyone was thinking of leaving, as usual. too sad, keith was like making his "final bow". damn management we have..
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i don't know what happened to me when i heard you're leaving. i thought i won't be affected anymore. you are the reason why im still hiding in the dense forest where you left me. one thing is for sure, that i don't love you anymore but there was a sudden rush in the veins of my heart when i learned you will be working abroad, asking the same question, why do we have to end this way?
you moved on...raised your family and had a couple of mistresses(from what i heard and saw) but still, im locked in the same old place, not believing that i am capable of loving someone else, not giving a chance to any of the men who tried and gave the best shot.
im happily engaged, yes. but i never had a chance to be with him. did i ever find my one true love with gerry, or do i just wanna believe that i do? that i finally did?
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