Where is the moment?

Im currently listening to Daniel Powter's Bad Day with LSS especially on lines "Where is the moment when we needed the most?". As far as I can remember, this song captured my heart long way ago and up to now, I can't just let go of the song. Oh well, talk about how many days I've been hating this blog of mine (Why? Don't ask me why, I prefer not to think about it anymore). I just noticed earlier (while Im browsing) that I havent posted any in November. So that proved my little misunderstanding with my blog. Whew! What a bad day (or should I say, bad days? not necessarily). Look at Dan, he is simply handsome.

Updates:

• "Tatay" passed away - he finally rested in peace and joined our forebearers. He's an Uncle but we call him "Tatay" since he is the eldest among the siblings. Filipino has this culture of calling other members in the family with different names, associating it with different reasons like you can call your grandparents; Daddy/Mommy instead of the traditional lolo/lola thing. An everyday thing.. (a friend used to say, nothing unusual) The funeral was last Tuesday, November 15, 2003. Ironically, he spent his 65th birthday (November 14)at his final burial day. With his death, its bringing back those memories I had with my dad (painful ones). It's like, there I was again at the hospital, at the burial, at the church, at the memorial park..

• Books and movies - one of the reasons I don't have much time in blogging (aside from hating this blog for some time..hehe), Im busy with watching movies over and over again, wasting my time on some movies I've already watched a million times like; LOTR (what's new?), Coyote Ugly (supplying lines throughout the movie), Beauty and the Beast (smiling at myself being child at heart), A Walk to Remember (falling in love with character Landon), Advent Children (just staring at Cloud's innocent face), Star Wars (pausing the player each time I heard a good line and scribbing it down); loser? maybe insane or simply addict. Books? a lot..believe me, I haven't much time sleeping because of those too.

• HSBC guy- there's this "super kulit" guy who always ask me out. Im his client (bank application for credit cards) and then started to bug me eversince I stepped into their office and handed him the requirements. I did not give him my number but he had all the information right in front of his face (with the documents I passed). How can things be so cruel? I hate it everytime I received a text message from him just asking me to meet him. Duh! "Can't you understand? I DO NOT LIKE YOU", i wanna scream that out of my wireless phone, send the text message and wish he could just walk away out of my life and get lost(after he do his job, of course. I just hope he knows how to separate professional life from his personal life). I did my part, telling him Im not interested but he doesn't seem to understand. Argghhh, slow. So, my plans of changing my phone number immedietely is intensified and he's running out my patience of waiting until next year before changing it (that was my original plan).

• Other career - business with my friends will not materialize anymore. I talked to Angel and learned that we are dropping the business off. Everyone in the barkada seems so busy and aside from the fact that there existed a major problem with the previous partnership in the resto, its getting worse beacause Tita Amy decided not to finance the business anymore. So much for the resto, I got an offer from my grandpa to take in part with some business he has, planning of taking me to Vietnam (crossing my fingers). Although a lot of work is needed, Im enjoying the research and studies Im doing lately because somehow, I can apply my profession and practice my education. Lord, help me..

• Work and health - I love my team so much that it hurts me everytime Im thinking that Im moving out of Alabang by the ned of this year. I was planning of getting a job nearer to Bulacan so I can go home as much as I want, instead of staying in an apartment. Im getting sick every now and then: running fever, coughing, headache and pain from my stitches I got from my apendectomy last year, this couldn't be any worse. I have to do something about those.

Im a restless soul..by my own choices, I guess. I can just sleep instead of watching and reading. I can just rest instead of thinking and blogging and surfing.. My world is turning now, I want it to stop for just a while, a day maybe..

I was browsing and I got the link from Ronald (friend of Van, I believe). Check this out for yourself..

You are 33% evil You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn't want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I found this, here's another cute test... I liked it very much

Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

At least, I have some idea what I looked for. (as if I don't have..lol.. I even have the list, remember?) I linked the quizgalaxy to my blog because I find it exciting and fun. I took a lot of quizzes but did not bother to post other results here. Priorities must be set, I guess..haha