Saturday, April 22, 2006

i dont know what im saying...

i dont know what to write about... i just wanna update my blog. maybe, if i will start to write about anything and care less, i can come up with an effective way on how to exactly convey what i really feel right now.

to start with, im sleepy. i got up earlier this day than i was supposed to. i got the local NBI Clearance and headed off to work right after a cold shower and a light lunch. during the training, i cannot help myself but smile and laugh at the crazy stuffs my "support group" was doing. we call it a "support group" simply beacuse we were sharing knowledge, having fun at the same time and getting to know our collegues in a more personal point. i am enjoying the company of my new "team" but still, at the back of my mind and heart, i was longing for p2keith.

during lunch time, i met some of the TDPers at NorthPark in Glorietta 3. i wanted to stay badly but i have to go after 30 minutes of chatting with jet, mati and leonor because my lunch break was over. on my way back to the office, i had a chance to talk to the cab driver and share some insights about how hard it is driving around Makati area especially at rush hours and about the fact that i still don't have a stable romantic relationship. he was asking me "what is my ideal guy?" and when i was about to blurt the things i enumerated months ago, i held back. i simply said, "im not looking for it, Manong and it's not my priority right now to look for one." after exchaging thoughts with the him, i handed the money and run back to the building...

finally, we were sent home after 3 hours of learning how to pronounce words, blend them and put intonation to the statements. i headed directly to Alabang with Louise(my new -found friend) and planned to stay with my team before going to Medicard in the next 5 hours..

im tired...i feel simply happy, im at peace, im pro-active...i love life! i dont know how Eric(my new trainer did) but he is giving me some hope to "believe" in myself and, is bringing back the happy heart i was once had...

need to sleep, until then..

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i know the feeling pare. i've been there pare. for the past few months pare, i was like batugan to write anything matino pare. so i figure why not write something i am totally happy about and make it funny, right pare?

well anyway pare. i'm back nina! please do read my new and improved blog pare.

thanks alot pare.

10:11 AM  
Blogger Wanderer said...

welcome back!

10:49 AM  

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