junk mail? maybe..

Whew! My God, I know how pathetic this mail may sound, but I was managing my mails and got this one under my sent list.. While reading it, I was too stunned and literally asked myself, "Did I wrote and actually send this?" Oh well, past is past. Now, I can only say one thing, I am capable to love! (love? or like? or attraction? kayo na humusga..hahaha )

Read this mail and enjoy.. (i did not make any edition, copied from my yahoo account)

Date: May 2, 2005
From: ***my name and my e-mail add***
Subject: Re: hi
To: ***his name and e-mail add***

my dear ***,

this may be the simplest mail that you will ever received, corny noh? but all my cares and all my love is in here..i miss you already,i dont know how possible it can be to miss a person you just talked with, but thats the way i feel right now. its like im getting most of your time and still, its not enough. i know, too much would be unhealthy for both of us. i dont wanna be selfish and take most of your time (and i really love talking to you and being with you on the other line, either text or call). i really appreciate all the efforts in calling me and all those text messages. i know its not that easy for you to send text messages..sometimes i get so guilty bothering you..but you told me ok lang di ba? i cant help but feel guilty pa rin eh..hehe just like the way you feel when i dont come to work..

***, i really dont know wat is happening between us..just like your song for me..hehe i guess it doesnt matter right now for you kasi you just told me to go with the flow,, ='( well, having you is enough na for me.i couldnt ask for more..thank you very much for being there for me..

thank you also for sending those cutie stuffs with smileys and screen savers..
i cant help myself but miss you each time and each moment of my day..like i told you before, you're the first one that comes into my mind everytime i woke up..please dont blame me for missing you so much and for feeling this way..im trying my very best to balance everything in our lives.you're too special for me..if i could only put into words what i feel right now and tell you how much you mean to me,,,

time to go..talk to you soon..mwah

-nina

*****To my sis: Happy Birthday, Joanna. I love you so much*****